Heartless Pain

From young was a smart boy
Smile on my face, used to bring joy
But now all I see is darkness
Fear in the eyes, 'cause now I'm heartless
Cold, sorrow
Hope I don't live to see tomorrow
I'm stuck in a deathly hollow
If I was gone they'll know my sorrow
I cried and cried again
I beg for the pain to end
M.Y. my only friend
My brother 'till the end
But you don't know how I feel
But I with you did for real
Maybe then I wouldn't have these burdens
Got pain in my back it's hurting
One day I'll close these curtains
Till then I'll keep on learning
Watch my thoughts just fade there burning
Watch my thoughts just fade there burning
I sat down with my mother
I told her I don't love her
She looked me in my eyes with pain
I told her "You're the one to blame"
I tried to explain, I'm going insane
Watching my life just stay the same
Everything repeating day by day
If I'm alone I'll know my way
Either way I still get paid
Got my rider's bro from day
Tell that nigga step my way
Hurt my people feel my blade
But I hope I don't reach that day
If I do, can't control my pain
Even that thought makes me feel afraid
I don't have no ride or die
If I did, she'd have my life
Till then I'm a lonely guy
Think I'm cursed I don't know why
Three niggas take their life
But I've never been afaid to die
But I know it's not my time (time)
'Cause I still got money on my mind (mind)
This world is an endless ride (-less ride)
All I see is brand new problems
Each time I open my eyes
Each time I open my eyes
Each time I open my eyes
All I see is brand new lies
Watch it fade away like darkness
Watch it fake away I'm heartless
I blame everyone for my pain
You weren't there when I felt some way
So much pain I'm losing my brain
So I chose the path of darkness
'Cause this is the way I'm heartless
I just pray to be free one day
But God ain't real that's fake
All these people think it's a game
When I'm gone they'll feel my pain
So I stare at the rainy day
When I'm gone I'll know my way
So I left, my heart is faint
In this life of heartless pain

Fade away

Fade away

Heartless Pain

Heartless Pain

I'm gone



Credits
Writer(s): Shaq Y
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