Shine

He's been drilling holes in his head
And he's starting to lose his thoughts
It's getting harder day by day to tell who he is from who he's not
Tomorrow is a new day, but I'm sure it'll be the same
Another worthless waste of time staying tight inside the lane

KN95s and a bold façade of winning
It's always the bottom of the hour because the clock is spinning
There's people here that love him, but he's still so fucking lonely
Despite all that he does, he feels he's a good friend in name only

Nothing hurts him quite as much as hurting you
When people start to worry he won't know what to do
All the things he should have said fly through my head
Just say them right

Forgive yourself
It's harder than it seems
To break away from the daydreams

We hate feeling this way
We wanna be alright
We need to be where I can feel the sunlight

Good morning, wake up, thoughts turn to tada shinu
He's so sick of this cyclic life, he wants something new
He'll get up soon, but for now just stay down here
And ponder on the day to come to fill the brain with fear

He's a deer in the headlights and the voice inside his head
He's the writer of my grief and the maker of his lead
Waiting for the train, just three steps and he'd see the day
But he's always been a coward, and will never pass the foreplay

The space between his thoughts and his words is growing thinner
He's getting kind of hungry but I don't think he'll eat dinner
Week after week he feels weak, such a freak
He's forgotten satisfaction like a mountain with no peak

Forgive yourself
It's harder than it seems
To break away from the daydreams

We hate feeling this way
We wanna be alright
We need to be where I can feel your sunlight

*しても聞かない才能もない。貯金もなく、腕力もなしに根性もない。
カリスマもなく、頬ずりしたくなるような愛くるしいコブタのような男でもない。
これだけないないづくしでは、到底家を渡ってゆけまいぞ。*

*私はどこかに貴重な才能が埋まってないかと探し回るうち 1 回生の頃、才能の貯金箱を押し入れに隠したことがあったような気がした。*

*あれ が あっ た で は ない か!
あれ が 一! *