Break From Myself

Controlling my thoughts
Is really difficult when your natural mindset is lost in the dark
Maybe I should go for a walk. I'm standing here watching the time past
I might just take a sip out the wine glass
I'm so sick of being the Outcast, to people that know I will give them my last
To you... It may sound silly
That I tried to take a break from my family and friends but really

I need a break from myself
Can somebody help me on this road? I don't know which way to go
I feel like I'm losing my soul, I need a
Break from myself
I feel like I'm breaking under pressure, I'm trying not give that impression
But life won't let up unless I get a
Break from myself
Sometimes I feel like why am I here, knowing nobody cares? Not even me
Sometimes I hear voices in my head that won't let me be free

This is the curse of an over thinker
My minds working overtime, I'm slowly dying
Cuz I exposed that my soul's on the brink of
Jumping out, you run your mouth about me
Telling things that you wasn't posed to bring up
I bite the bullet, a knife was put in my back
I can tell you did it judging by your demeanor
So soak and clean up the blood you spilled and hope it heals
Understand you made me this way
It's been a couple times you put me down and made me feel
Like its all posed to be okay
My mind goes on and on and on and on
Channeling, chattering, rambling, scattering, Gone
All these thoughts really poison my mind all day
And I really need to break away

I feel like I can't take nomo, wish I could replace my soul
My mind don't have no space to grow I need a break from myself

I need a break from myself
Can somebody help me on this road? I don't know which way to go
I feel like I'm losing my soul, I need a
Break from myself
I feel like I'm breaking under pressure, I'm trying not give that impression
But life won't let up unless I get a
Break from myself
Sometimes I feel like why am I here, knowing nobody cares? Not even me
Sometimes I hear voices in my head that won't let me be free