Remnants of a Sacred Past

Used to the dark
Tidied up the cage enough
Tiny bits of sun
The highlight of the month

Learned to accept the void
In me, found comfort inside
Relished the life as given, with
A solitary smile

Stop the worry, stop the run
For I found the holy one
Treasure no one ever told me could exist
How to make you understand
That it's pure and unrestrained
When the human words are flawed and so am I

Stunned by the light
Narrowed eyes, the legs are numb
Does it matter now
The love is for the dumb

Few shivers, full moon rising
Your eyes reflect the sky
Forgot the past and future
The present's upside down

The cranes began to dance they call and mesmerize
Obliterate the fact I had a previous life
Top of the world or a whole another one
The dreams have given up

All the sleepless nights
Fight for inner peace
Headaches undermining
The path I'm following
When you waved your hand
And breathed into me
All of them disappeared

Thoughts are rallying in the dark
Chaos has the upper hand
Crawling, fading

Coming back to where I've been
Recognise the cage I'm in
Reason takes the fall

What
What have I let to take control
Over mine
Unready for your sacred soul
Young mind
I never intended any harm
On your heart
I, I didn't choose to fall this low
And kill the light
To rip the band-aid off
And stab an angel in the back

When the sky has fallen down
How am I the guilty one
Of a moment I have let the demons own
After shredding everything
You have led me to believe
You've become the one to leave me all alone

Now cold as ice you walk and yet still hypnotise
With thunders in your eyes and cruel empty "hi"|
Vain are your efforts to scratch us out
And keep the bubble up

All the sleepless nights
Fight for inner peace
Headaches undermining
The path I'm following
When you waved your hand
And breathed into me
All of them disappeared

I know
You will stay away
Keep my demons in you
Make the worst of them
When you shut the door
And buried the key
I send these words with
Hope they help you
Find a way back to me