December

I still remember those chilly nights
Seems like yesterday we walked to our sunset
I drank away the pain
Just to get it off my chest
Just getting used to being by myself
Had to learn these new things all by myself
Yeah it hurt me but I pushed through
I just could've used some help
Drinking that pink sitting by the window
Living through a time I'll always remember
The pain, the sadness
I call it December

He would always fake
But the bottle never did
I lost everything
But never the lid
Would've been better off if you just kept faking
All you ever did was leave me hanging
You took a part I'll never get again
All I wanna know is where all of this began
Crashed my car, lost a few loved ones
Felt like my whole world was falling apart
Throughout all the madness all, I could ask
Myself is where you are
I hate the constant reminders of you
The clothes, the songs, and the scents
I feel dirty and it's all not okay
I've looked back in anger every single day
Drinking that pink sitting by the window
Living through a time I'll always remember
The pain the sadness
I call it December



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Writer(s): Brennon Metcalf
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