Spider

There's a spider on my wall
And I can't get the courage to take him down
I can't find
The energy to try
I feel unsafe, it's irrational
Can't find the means to feel
Comfortable
He just wins
I barely look at all

I watch the trees outside my window
Loose all their leaves and start to grow
Thinking wouldn't it be nice
To feel right
At least once?
How many days
Did I waste
Just watching the leaves fall away?
What did it take?
What did I find?
The spider's crawling 'round most the time

There are cobwebs on my car
And I'll just get someone to
Take them down
I'm scared when I face them all
I won't make a sound
I hate being the loudest in room
Never heard myself so alone
When winter comes
I don't, I don't, I don't
Think I'll call

I watch the trees outside my window
Loose all their leaves and start to grow
Thinking wouldn't it be nice
To feel right
At least once?
How many days
Did I waste
Just watching the leaves fall away?
What did it take?
What did I find?
The spider's crawling 'round most the time

But slowly I'll
Find a way
A way to
Feel a little more safe
I know it takes
A little time
But I'll be okay

But slowly I'll
Find a way
A way to
Feel a little more safe
I know it takes
A little time
But I'll be okay

I watch the trees outside my window
Just watching the leaves fall away

How many days did I waste
Just watching the leaves fall away?



Credits
Writer(s): Riya Kapoor
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