I Still Love You (The 4AM Version)

I don't know what got me crying in my coffee
Maybe it's the ghost you left here
Yours for three Septembers, my plan was forever
Don't tell me I'll feel better next year

Stuck inside this room, no
I can't even move, these empty walls are suffocating
Now that you don't want me, all you do is haunt me
Maybe I'm just going crazy

How could I be so wrong?
And how does life just go on?
And how could I sing love songs when none of them are true?
'Cause you don't love me, but I still love you

Made it through December, I put on your sweater
But now it only smells like my perfume
Little notes you left me, messages you sent me
Holding onto every scrap of you

Strangers walking past me
Everyone looks happy
I'm here in another universe
Time it doesn't heal shit
You don't get what you give
I just sit here getting worse

How could I be so wrong?
And how does life just go on?
And how could I sing love songs when none of them are true?
'Cause you don't love me, but I still love you
I still love you
I still love you
I still love you

Are you out there? Do you miss me?
In my dreams, you come running home
You hold me like you're sorry
For ever letting go

How could I be so wrong?
And how does life just go on?
How could I sing love songs when none of them are true?
'Cause you don't love me
Did you ever love me?
You don't love me, but I still love you



Credits
Writer(s): Benjamin West, Eloise Alterman
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