Distant Fulfilment

Dissonant pictures, don't know my feelings
Question existence, finding the meaning.
Wish I could understand, everything that I'm thinking.
Distant fulfilment, temporary being

I overthink everything until I lose my head.
Lord you gave new life but sometimes I feel like I'm dead.
Memories always come back I regret what I said.
Left it alone, now look where that led

I can't imagine a world without pain
But I know it'll arrive, a world of new life
I keep on talking like everything's fine
'cause they can't see inside, 'cause they can't see inside
Doubt in my veins, I don't have the reins but I know I'll be fine
Decisions they scare me, 'cause I can't get the fears out my mind,
And I can't get the tears out my eyes

I can't imagine a world without pain
But I know it'll arrive, a world of new life
I keep on talking like everything's fine
'cause they can't see inside, 'cause they can't see inside
Doubt in my veins, I don't have the reins
Decisions they scare me, 'cause I can't get the fears out my mind,
And I can't get the tears out my eyes

I tried my hardest I thought I could fix myself, I was wrong.
My mind consumed by my selfish desires, I was wrong.
I was destined for failure,
Yeah I saw it when I looked at myself in the mirror,
I thought that I was the hero but it was clearer than ever.

I need a saviour. I met my saviour.

I can't imagine a world without pain
But I know it'll arrive, a world of new life
I keep on talking like everything's fine
'cause they can't see inside, 'cause they can't see inside
Doubt in my veins, I don't have the reins
But I know I'll be fine, I know I'll be fine
Decisions they scare me, but I know that you're holding me tight,
But I know that you're holding me tight
Decisions they scare me but I know that you're holding me tight
But I know that you're holding me tight