life after i left japan

I've taken my time to think about the time I spent alone in Japan
Just to think that life's not fair
Just to think that life ain't fair
Ever since I came back, I started making music
I met a lot of new friends, I miss them
I've been thinking 'bout the time I spent
I've been thinking about going back home

You don't know the pain that I'm going through
Praying for the day I go back where I belong to
It's a struggle that I wanna break through
Demon whispers in my ears and tells me not to

Look into the mirror and it shows the scars I went through
Work hard just to get a Yohji Yamamoto brand-new
Falling so hard, baby, I just wanna see you
Look me in the eyes, is this all a déjà vu?

Maybe sometime in the future, I will look back to this song
Thinking 'bout the time I spent thinking and writing the lyrics
Think about the feelings of a Tokyo breeze
And all the time I woke up early, making vlogs under trees

But it all ended too soon
I haven't visited the place that I promised to
And there's nothing I can do
I close my eyes, I face my darkness, praying and I wish upon-

You don't know the pain that I'm going through
Praying for the day I go back where I belong to
It's a struggle that I wanna break through
Demon whispers in my ears and tells me not to

Look into the mirror and it shows the scars I went through
Work hard just to get a Yohji Yamamoto brand-new
Falling so hard, baby, I just wanna see you
Look me in the eyes, is this all a déjà vu?

(Look into the mirror, and it shows the scars I went through)
(Work hard just to get a Yohji Yamamoto brand-new)
(Falling so hard, baby, I just wanna see you)
(Look me in the eyes, is this all a déjà vu?)