I'm Like a Magician With the Way I Make My Emotions Disappear (Depression F*****g Sucks)

I dreamt of love and happiness
But when I wake up
I'm alone
Shivering in the dark

I used to think I'd have it all
But when grew up
I felt so small
I'm wondering if this will ever change

But now instead of happiness
I don't feel anything
Just monotone vibes
And lonely nights
I think this'll be my life

I'm waiting
For the world to understand
Just who I am
I grew up such a happy kid
Is this just who I am?

I thought these feeling
Would disappear if I kept them hidden in me
Deep down
Deep down

I changed my life so I could see
If this was only affecting me
Or if it was just anybody else

But now instead I'm just a mess
I don't feel anything
Just monotone vibes
And lonely nights
I think this'll be my life

I'm waiting
For the world to understand
Just who I am
I grew up such a happy kid
Is this just who I am?

Or will I finally be normal once again
I wish I knew it all
So I could finally rest

Depression fucking suck
So much I can't explain
This feeling that I have



Credits
Writer(s): Logan Roe
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