Rapper Insecurities

Insecurities, don't even trust my gut
Man I'm suicidal, as I put it on these cuts
Drowning in my conscience
I don't even like this
Dreams turn to nightmares
Like, when will it end, ha
It's my rapper insecurities
It's my rapper insecurities

Wake up on GO:OD AM
Listening to Mac
And bringing it back
Tryna deal with the fact
That I'm really depressed
So I put on beat to relax
Ain't tryna stop breathing from meds
I'm more focused on being the best
A genius, yes
Next to the bottle, like a gini is stressed
Look I don't want that
Yo if my life a movie, here's a soundtrack
Now what you hearing through your tympanum
Is a trumpet cause I've been played
And now I give you music
It's really stupid
Three or more people that he in tuned with
I'm just a student to game
Yo I am not a rookie
I just hope I don't get f'ed by the streets
Like is prostitution
So I need Allah (a law)
Like a Muslim turned to the constitution
I hate people who help you
Just to later rub in on your face
Who makes you feel less of a human cause you made a mistake
I'm not with the "beef" topic
I'm tryna grab me a stake
I'm on my parable state

Insecurities, don't even trust my gut
Man I'm suicidal, as I put it on these cuts
Drowning in my conscience
I don't even like this
Dreams turn to nightmares
Like, when will it end, ha
It's my rapper insecurities
It's my rapper insecurities

Uh, ayo this time I gotta talk about it
Split my skull and just be open minded
Man this music is never dope until you rewind it
That's when you forced to get attracted
Like you glued to magnet
Never mind it
Look God gave me this gift for a greater purpose
And trust me, ain't no way around it
Like writing in cursive
I might curse if
If you confuse me for a fool
You might know me subtle and enthusiastic too
"I'm really flattered dude"
My response to you if you listening
Gotta wait for my turn cause this music industry's a fisherman
A rabbit in a hat, like why the hell they gotta keep me in
I'm dope, I mean
I'm really touching nerves, like I'm dopamine
That line was so below me
Man I really had to force it in
Stereotype is ignorance with a fancy word
You calling me a "nigga" because I rap?
Yo that's quite absurd
And to honest, I'm tired of it
I swear!

Insecurities, don't even trust my gut
Man I'm suicidal, as I put it on these cuts
Drowning in my conscience
I don't even like this
Dreams turn to nightmares
Like, when will it end, ha
It's my rapper insecurities
It's my rapper insecurities



Credits
Writer(s): Ntando Matsane
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