Too Many Vendettas

As I grip this crystal globe
Tell me what my future hold
I escaped a troubled past
Not the same as once before
In the mold a vengeful soul
Gotta keep my grudges close
Certain shit I can't let go
With vendettas aimed at most

Too many vendettas to not keep one tucked inside the head
Too many vendettas playing cautious here don't mean you scared
Too many vendettas to not keep eye out for infrared
Too many vendettas you can't save em if I want 'em dead

Chrome crosses cross my heart, I hope to die inside the Stoney
I surround myself with steppers cause I can't crease my Saucony's
Russell hands, a ring on every finger, how could I be lonely?
My ex probably skewed my views on any thoughts of matrimony
Niggas form facades behind a cell then talk like you the phony
Playing games of simulation, fakest gangstas such jabronis
Got a list of dastard deeds I gotta see before atoning
I can't shake these tendencies to fill the needs I seen you wanted yeah
Get it then I flaunt it yeah
By my past I'm haunted
Need you here to ease my mental but I can't just be platonic yeah
Stress do flee from chronic yeah
Can't put down the tonic yeah
Press feed of the garments yeah
She concede I'm charming yeah
Knee deep in these trenches, this a summer filled with vengeance
As a youngin' I was timid, dropped my nuts and started spinning
I don't need blood stains on linens (nah)
Got a cohort laced with menace (what)
Even though our spirits kindred (what)
They know I can't be caught in it
She know I be deep off in it
She show me y'all be stalking it
Once I tee off leave y'all winded
We can see y'all ain't authentic
Take the lead, y'all start, I finish (uh, wait)
Who wanna see?
Niggas be bitches, they spilling the tea
I need my bitches defending my peace
I know the plot here's bigger than me
Big up my ego belittling me
Weight that I bear wear me spiritually
Curses in cursive then lyrically
Everything ain't what appearance it seem
Meant that shit if I said it (bitch)
It ain't done till we dead it
Vengeful summer we headed, yeah

As I grip this crystal globe
Tell me what my future hold
I escaped a troubled past
Not the same as once before
In the mold a vengeful soul
Gotta keep my grudges close
Certain shit I can't let go
With vendettas aimed at most

Too many vendettas to not keep one tucked inside the head
Too many vendettas playing cautious here don't mean you scared
Too many vendettas to not keep eye out for infrared
Too many vendettas you can't save em if I want 'em dead



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Writer(s): Darius Johnson
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