Lost In London

I push myself cause I need to get out
I've been scared of the clouds
No but I can't wait for sunny days
I hate myself when I'm riddled with doubt
So I cut that shit out
And then I go hide the bloody blade
It's harder every day
To find reasons to be awake
I push the blame on shitty sleep
And I might break to catch up on things
It's a perpetual pain
I'm homeless out in the rain
A treadmill I'm tryna race

I'm not at home when I'm at home
I thought I'd grow up but I'm only getting old
And I keep finding the same problems I thought I'd solved
The pressures on it covers me
Anxiety still finding me
I'm in the city and its colorful
Its busy but I'm still alone
Like every day I'm lost in London
I know my life should be so wonderful
We're all a bit misunderstood
You really don't know 'til you've done it

Think I'm lost at sea
Need to get to Z
Don't get no Z' s now
Short twenty three now
Spotlight on me yeah yeah
It feels unatural I got a front but I'm not fake tho
I'm out here on the road I make the stage home

I'm not at home when I'm at home
I thought I'd grow up but I'm only getting old
And I keep finding the same problems I thought I'd solved
The pressures on it covers me
Anxiety still finding me
I'm in the city and its colorful
Its busy but I'm still alone
Like every day I'm lost in London
I know my life should be so wonderful
We're all a bit misunderstood
You really don't know 'til you've done it

I'm stuck in the middle
Floatin out in limbo
I'm a swim ahead 'til I find a coast
My whole life's a riddle I solve little by little
The only way I get out is through
I'm stuck in the middle
Floatin out in limbo
I'm a swim ahead 'til I find a coast
My whole life's a riddle I solve little by little
The only way I get out is through

I'm not at home when I'm at home
I thought I'd grow up but I'm only getting old
And I keep finding the same problems I thought I'd solved
The pressures on it covers me
Anxiety still finding me
I'm in the city and its colorful
Its busy but I'm still alone
Like every day I'm lost in London
I know my life should be so wonderful
We're all a bit misunderstood
You really don't know 'til you've done it
Oh lost in London
Oh lost in London



Credits
Writer(s): Mariano Chavez
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