Blessed

All the battles that I go through
There's 2 sides people choose to act on the news
By my side or bring me down more and more
Either side only I can end the monster's war
Yet mentally or physically with my pain
I don't give up on ending that will never come true
I stop myself and ask, "What on earth do I do?"
I get clue from a view that's been undefined
Cause during tough times
I fight together with people that are by my side
No matter the fight we will win until we see daylight
And at the end of the day, we get to celebrate
Honor the fact that my fate won't go down this way
Blinded by fear, but I'm thankful that I'm blessed
There was a time I thought I wasn't shit
But now I know that it was just a test in my life
Same thing goes when I was painting my arm with a knife
I never thought the pain would ever end
But then I get a call from my friends
They're by my side no matter what till the end
Same thing goes for them I'll never leave their side
And if I did, I'll never be forgiven this time
We may think are lives will never be the same
We try to hide and smile through the mental pain
And when try to tell anyone what we feel
They rub it off and say something that makes it worse
And even though I can't say everything in this verse
I will say one thing that my father told me
In order to see the light in your life
You got to fight through the darkness first to get the sight
All the battles that you go through
There's 2 sides people choose to act on the news
By your side or bring you down more and more
Either side only you can end the monster's war
Yet mentally or physically with your pain
You don't give up on ending that will never come true
So, stop yourself and ask, "What on earth do I do?"
You'll get clue from a view that's been undefined
Cause during tough times
You fight together with people that are by your side
No matter the fight we will win until we see daylight
And at the end of the day, we get to celebrate
Honor the fact that your fate won't go down this way
Blinded by fear, but you'll be thankful that you're blessed
Who are we to know what the future holds
Saying that with the past being by our side
We've seen death, been depressed, covid, and all the stress
Yet we fight through it all
We all fight for different things in our lives
Finding endings to our pain and our lies
We get one chance with this world so let's try
To make better for all of us
Take a moment to look back on all
The amazing things that you've done in your life
Whether that be having good grades, being in a relationship,
Or even spending time with family or friends?
Now look back on the not-so-great moments
Even during the darkest times, you still pulled through and fought
If you're hearing this, I want to let you know that I'm proud...
Proud that you're still hear
For continuing to live on and fight
For battling all the bullshit this world has thrown at you
For always giving your all even when it feels like you don't
If you can hear me then remember this
Never stop fighting
Cause during tough times
We fight together with people that are by our side
No matter the fight we will win until we see daylight
And at the end of the day, we get to celebrate
Honor the fact that our fate won't go down this way
Blinded by fear, but let's be thankful that we're blessed
Thank you everyone
Thank you to everyone who's by my side
Who supports me
And never stops believing in me
I know life can be pretty weird sometimes
But
Sometimes we just got to live our life
Because we've only got
One