Uncertainty

Life is so uncertain
That seems to be our burden
Who's pulling the strings
From the behind the curtain

(Is it all in my head?)

Finally coming to terms with my ADHD
So why do I still feel so fucking incomplete
It's quite beyond me
Train my brain every single day
And I don't give a fuck what you think about me

Depression leads to anxiety
Anxiety leads to panic
Years spent wondering, pondering
Why I'm so fucking manic
At times, I can't stand it
But then I learned to realise hyper-fixation
Is just another standard
But now I'm learning to control it so I
Can finally make some magic

Pass the blunt
Let me fade away
Baby please stay
Please don't ever change
Wanna go out tonight?
Sorry I don't think I can today

Life is so uncertain
That seems to be our burden
Who's pulling the strings
From the behind the curtain

The panic keep happening the life that's unravelling,
The ace of spades comes crashing down
Now that I'm thinkin of unmasking me
Sippin up on my flask at hand,
Vodka with a mix of jacks
Whatever you want I'm in demand,
Cause' I'm the fucking man
Lightin' up a blunt off the moonlight sand

The pressure is coming
But I think I can face it
The leisure is nothing
Can't afford to be complacent
It's amazing
Ostracised myself from my own mind,
Crazy
Say whatever you want
Know it don't faze me
Keepin' up a pace
In a world gone lazy
Keeping my space
Between the creeps like Spacey
Why do you motherfuckers
Gotta act so shady?
Feel like shit but
Been keepin' up lately
I can write my wit
Because I know you fucking hate me
Rhyming with intent
something thats placating
But when I go quick
I loose all my patience

The measure of the life
Is something ain't right
Know that it can be amazing
A blunt in the night
With you on my mind
Callin' it trail blazin'
The distance between
Is something obscene
Beautiful like ray tracing
It's pays to listen
When the eyes glisten
Something wonderful is waiting

Life is so uncertain
That seems to be our burden
Who's pulling the strings
From the behind the curtain



Credits
Writer(s): J.r Shadow
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