Control It
Fearing I'll have nothing I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one is this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Some day I'll make my way up out this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
Disown it wait for the day that I'm golden
Was ok one day but let go of it
Now the drugs I take are getting potent
Escalating emotions mistakes I make keep growing
Suffocating and choking hope and pray I get hold of it
Because I know most days I can't hide it
Can easily see that high
It's cool my boss doesn't mind it
Just do my job and act right
I try to mentally fight it
It's like I lose every time
But I will never stop trying to quit and leave it behind
Fearing I'll have nothing I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
Battling here goes on one day I'm going to make it right
Before I am dead and gone wake up and not have to get High
I've been struggling so long forgot what sobriety was Like
Coming from a broken home I promise that will not be Mine
Say I need it but I don't repeat it on and on
Eat my teeth until they gone best believe I'll keep my Hope
Wishing weed I didn't let go reaching what I'm seeking For
Sick of being on this road feeling weak to keep control
I need a peace of mind isn't easy to find
Me being high is from these demons inside
As long as I breathe I'm a try to want to keep living life
Wanting to leave it behind is what I dream for my life for Sure
Fearing I'll have nothing I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one is this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Some day I'll make my way up out this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
Disown it wait for the day that I'm golden
Was ok one day but let go of it
Now the drugs I take are getting potent
Escalating emotions mistakes I make keep growing
Suffocating and choking hope and pray I get hold of it
Because I know most days I can't hide it
Can easily see that high
It's cool my boss doesn't mind it
Just do my job and act right
I try to mentally fight it
It's like I lose every time
But I will never stop trying to quit and leave it behind
Fearing I'll have nothing I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
Battling here goes on one day I'm going to make it right
Before I am dead and gone wake up and not have to get High
I've been struggling so long forgot what sobriety was Like
Coming from a broken home I promise that will not be Mine
Say I need it but I don't repeat it on and on
Eat my teeth until they gone best believe I'll keep my Hope
Wishing weed I didn't let go reaching what I'm seeking For
Sick of being on this road feeling weak to keep control
I need a peace of mind isn't easy to find
Me being high is from these demons inside
As long as I breathe I'm a try to want to keep living life
Wanting to leave it behind is what I dream for my life for Sure
Fearing I'll have nothing I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
I just want to live a better life
But my luck has always sucked I'm stuck with getting High
This hole I've dug in is too rough and steep for me to Climb
It's like I'm suffocating by the drugs I done in life
I've noticed no one in this world will help dispose it
Everyday I'm praying wishing and hoping
Someday I'll make my way up out of this hole and
Find my way back to where I control it
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Writer(s): Timothy Calfrobe
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