cold jam (feat. Jeremy Johnson)

When the curtains freeze and I'm blowing off
Would summer give me what I'm after?
When you call my bluff and you know I'm wrong
Still would be nice to know why but I don't wanna

I'm no stranger to winters or seasonal living
Just this lack of company

And I know that it's hard to lose face
But in spite of the urge to blame you
We're screaming I don't care at all

I know I fell short and I know you need better
So tell me who you are, take it back to where we started
I know you want more and I know that it's harder
As long as this is not about who you think I want you to be.

Can't help but wonder if,
If we'll only know happiness when, when we've lost it

So what is there to talk about
Is it worrying to glimpse upon a memory of shame
What if they don't care at all

They are right but they're not wise
And nor am I

So leave some room in here for introspection, to feed the lie
How it can soothe and can change the meaning of what it's like
And what it takes to get there, setting aside the old fears
And waiting, but I still feel the same

I've been let down for days

Summer, you know you gotta get down on it
Whether you even have a leg to stand on
Pleasure, can never seem to get back to it
Bitter in the fading light