Can't Wake Up

It was cold outside on the night that I first saw him
Early hours of the morning
I was walking, moving forward
These walls would tell if you got 'em talking (mmm)
I wanna be fearless all the time
Yeah I wanna be fierce
I wanna fight
I don't wanna be terrified

But I see a figure
Just out of sight
And I thought it was you but
No that couldn't be right
Thought once would be enough
But you can't do without that
So I look in your eyes

And I can't believe it's real
I don't know what to feel
My arms stuck to my side
Beyond my wildest dreams and I
Don't wanna move
I'm not confident that
You won't eat me whole
And I'm not fast enough
Wouldn't put it past ya
Can't wake up

Can't believe we're here
You're just what I should fear
But when our worlds collide
Beyond my wildest dreams and I
Don't wanna move
I'm not confident that
You're gonna let me go
And I'm not fast enough
Wouldn't put it past ya
Can't wake up (mmm)

Can't wake up, can't wake up (mmm)
Can't wake up, can't wake up (mmm)
Can't wake up, can't wake up (mmm)
Can't wake up, can't wake up (mmm)

In a dream last night I would stand upon his shoulder
I would gaze upon the whole world
Can't confabulate
All the sounds he makes
And the time it takes to grow older (mmm)
And so I pray for a dream that never ends
When the morning comes, I fear again

'Cause here in the darkness
When I turn off the lights
I am both at my calmest
And I'm terrified
Thought twice would be enough (I'll never be the same)
But you can't do without that (I'll never be the same)
So I put up a fight

And I can't believe it's real
I don't know what to feel
My arms stuck to my side
Beyond my wildest dreams and I
Don't wanna move
I'm not confident that
You won't eat me whole
And I'm not fast enough
Wouldn't put it past ya
Can't wake up

Can't believe we're here
You're just what I should fear
But when our worlds collide
Beyond my wildest dreams and I
Don't wanna move
I'm not confident that
You're gonna let me go
And I'm not fast enough
Wouldn't put it past ya
Can't wake up (mmm)

Can't wake up, can't wake up (mmm)
Can't wake up, can't wake up (mmm)
Can't wake up, can't wake up (mmm)
Can't wake up, can't wake up (mmm)