I'LL BE FYN (When I Wake Up)

I'll tell you
RC

They say life's a journey
Then I guess I'm just getting started
I'm still reaching out to my homies
But it feels like we've all parted
Still remember everything they told me
I should watch out else I'll be stranded
All these while I've just been lonely
They've been thinking I faded and ghosted
But am

Havin' battles I've been fighting
Demons inside my head
For a long time I've been trying
But it does not end
It's been driving me crazy like
I'm going insane
Still a loner
What should I do? I just try again
With these burdens on my shoulders
Yet I still smile
Safe to say I'll scale
Through all of this
No more cries
I stay hoping and I pray
Before I sleep at night
When I wake up
No more worries I'll be fine

All this while I was tensed
Then I chose to hangout with OJ
He's been telling me not to bother
About these problems that I'll be okay
It'll be a matter time, it's gon' be fine
Prolly one day
Now I think I've made up my mind
That I gotta change and do this my way
Now I work seven days cos I'm not weak
It's still the beginning
Not the peak(The peak)
The thoughts in my head is what I speak
Cos I got no room
To lose or quit(No room)
I pray to my creator before I sleep
The dreams I have I'll not forfeit(Never)
You better be careful, see I don't want trouble
Cos I don't want anything
Bothering me and my peace
Havin' battles I've been fighting
Demons inside my head
For a long time I've been trying but
It does not end(No end)
It's been drivin' me crazy like I'm
Goin' insane, still a loner
What should I do? I just try
Again(Woah ohh)
With these burdens on my shoulders
Yet, I still smile(I smile)
Safe to say I'll scale through
All of this, no more cries(No more)
I stay hoping and I pray before
I sleep at night
When I wake up
No more worries I'll be fine

Clearly the way I see it now
These burdens are way too heavy
Got no reasons to neglect "em
But to stay and keep trying lately
Told myself "it's gon' be good In the end", like
I'm prophetic
Only if I can trust the process
No need to fear,despair, or be pessimistic
If I work hard with no alcohol
Then I'm a workaholic
Don't you see it like I lost it all
Prolly it's a habit
Goin' through the good and bad sometimes
Hopefully it'll be better, I'm looking forward
To seeing that day, sooner or later
Inshallah

Havin' battles I've fighting demons
Inside my head(I've been fighting)
For a long time I've been trying
But it does not end(Does not end)
It's been drivin' me crazy
Like I'm goin' insane
Still a loner
What should I do? I just
Try again(I just try)
With these burdens on my shoulders
Yet, I still smile(I smile)
Safe to say I'll scale through
All of this, no more cries(No more)
I stay hoping and I pray before
I sleep at night(I do, I do)
When I wake up
No more worries, I'll be fine(Cos I know)

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