Writer's Block

Yo look
I'm feeling this
Lemme work it
It's Emman

The way I write my stuff I hear the beat
Listen then I work on it
After I'm pacing up and down my room
Tryna put words on it
I ain't really one for words and shit
But music I'm immersed in it
Creating my own wave
No wonder they wanna surf on it
No wonder they rate me
But are they really rating
Cos in your face they helping
But behind you Yh they hating
I'm just saying
I hope it's all real but I don't know
Lord remove the bastards
That are half and half like shoto
So many friends but I'm solo
That's just how I roll bro
They can be bussing convo
I'm zoned out in my notes bro
Tryna do music all my life no Kci and Jojo
So keep the cameras on me
Cos I'm really tryna GoPro
Can't hold me back like yo-yo
Take chances cos yolo
Visions strong just wait me
Music's gonna work out no bolo
Yh. Lemme go back in. Look

This music stuff ain't new to me
But I'm still learning now
For me music ain't a problem
But I'm still tryna work it out
I ain't one to blow my horn but now imma blurt it out
If you thought I was cold back then you defo think I'm certi now
Need these notes like a keytar
Bad b she a sweet one
And it's funny cos like haribos
That girl she got a sweet heart
But I ain't got time for a sweetheart
Stay tapped in like a key card
Cos Yh you're looking sweet
But my future looking sweeter
Imma boxer when I rap
Quick hook then throw a punchline
Let the beat drop that's the bell ah yh now it's crunch time
Writing bars on my way to school is why I wasn't on time
And beats in my headphones my company during lunch time

I'm just tryna be symbol
But this music ting ain't simple
When they're up with you they ride
But not when you crash like cymbals
Their vision small like sprinkles
Make me crease like wrinkles
They can't downplay my ambition
I sing la la la like the fimbles
I ain't hearing it
I'm the captain of my future
So I can't let them steer my ship
Just broke out of writers block
So that's why you're hearing this
Cos I'm defo feeling this
Love it when I can come and just glide on a beat like this

And I remember who supports so if you don't
Don't be mad at man
Music got me praying not eating
Like a Muslim in the month of Ramadan
It's a Mazza fam
Tryna climb up the ladder man
Not really much of a drinker
Still take my shot like a camera man
But that's only on occasion
Need my mind clear to spit these words you hear
So I'm only drinking when I'm celebrating
Can't stop till I'm famous
And it's crazy cos I'm private guy
But want them to know what my name is
Soon know what the name is
Imma Soon change my status
Some do it for the cheddar
Imma do it be greatness
Will he make it out?
That's question got no answer
So imma stay in the stu working
We'll see what happens after