Thoughts

I've got a million one thoughts in my head
Circulating all the time while i'm laying in bed
Trying to find a simple escape but instead
I still, land up, in this stupid mindset

I've got a million one thoughts in my brain
Feels like gradually i'm gonna go insane
Feeling all the stress building up in my vains
I still, have to, really stay sane

All these thoughts are running in speed
This is not how it's supposed to be
Where is this gonna eventually lead
Why is this happening to me (Oh)?

May I please get a chance to breathe
Feel myself bleeding internally
Trying to crawl in a ball to sleep
But I end up begging for sacred mercy

What is the point of life being bittersweet? (Oo-woah, yeah)
Some things are not really just meant for me (Oo-woah)
Is it yes, is it no, or is it all just for show?
Is it yes, is it no, or is it all just for show?
What is the point of life being bittersweet?

Is it all just show?
Is it all just for show? (Oo-woah)
Is it all just for show?
Is it all just for show? (Oo-woah)

I've got a million one things going on
Questioning, this and that but the list is too long
Faking a simple, little smile so I can stay strong (Stay strong)
I still, land up, writing this old same song

I've got a million one thoughts in my brain
Feels like gradually i'm gonna go insane
Feeling all the stress building up in my vains
I still, have to, really stay sane

Let's rewind to 2018
When things went downhill for me
Going through shit and going through tweets
Why is this happening to me? (Oh)

May I please get a chance to breathe
Feel myself bleeding internally
Trying to crawl in a ball to sleep
But I end up begging for sacred mercy

What is the point of life being bittersweet? (Oo-woah, yeah)
Some things are not really just meant for me (Oo-woah)
Is it yes, is it no, or is it all just for show?
Is it yes, is it no, or is it all just for show?
What is the point of life being bittersweet?

Is it all just show?
Is it all just for show? (Oo-woah)
Is it all just for show?
Is it all just for show? (Oo-woah)

I still, have to, really stay sane
I still, have to, play by the game
I still, have to, really maintain
The point of this is just to vague

I still, have to, really stay sane
I still, have to, play by the game
I still, have to, really maintain
The point of this is just to vague

What is the point of life being bittersweet? (Oo-woah, yeah)
Some things are not really just meant for me (Oo-woah)
Is it yes, is it no, or is it all just for show?
Is it yes, is it no, or is it all just for show?
What is the point of life being bittersweet?

Is it all just show?
Is it all just for show? (Oo-woah)
Is it all just for show?
Is it all just for show? (Oo-woah)



Credits
Writer(s): Nandini Nayar
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