Insecure

Drifted so far from what i was before
Anxiety, got the best of me
I got no where else to be
If it ain't me then it would be me uncontrollably
Maybe i try too hard
I think too much that now I'm lost
I'll think about it maybe set a course
If it ain't enough, then maybe cursed
Know it doesn't have to be the same
But it's a shame
A mind without a scar is not the same
There he goes again
Drowning in his thoughts again
Thought it would be easy now it's all about him
There's the pain
Always thinking out loud somethings
You just can't contain
Clearly i don't got the wheel
Now I'm going off the rail
Easier said than done
They could take me straight to numb
My anxiety the biggest reason why I'm not ashore
Drowning in my doubts
I wonder if I'll ever be the man
Wonder if I'll ever face my fears
Without the need for luck
Cause everytime it's real
I'm always so low
Too scared to face these demons
I'm just tryna run, ghost
Always thinking, somewhere insecure loose
I just wish it never ever had to be this way
Cause everytime it's real
I'm always so low
Too scared to face these demons
I'm just tryna run, ghost
Always thinking, somewhere insecure loose
I just wish it never ever had to be this way
Now i prefer the dark
I'm too scared to face the facts
Built these walls to keep them out
Will i ever make a mark
Wonder if I'll ever face my fears
Without the need for luck
Run in circles I'm just tryna hide
From everything that hurts
Always in a corner somewhere
Never to be spoken of
A place where me and these demons chat
Yeah, they seem to get enough of me
It's hard to shut them out
Look in the mirror i don't recognize the soul in there
But damn, i thought i would be proud
...drowning in my doubts
...i wonder if I'll ever be the man
What am i doing
I fantasize am i not good enough
It's hard to focus when it's you
Against a world with no remorse
All for nothing when you fail
To reach for what you've always hoped
Easier said than done
They could take me straight to numb
My anxiety the biggest reason why I'm not ashore
Drowning in my doubts
I wonder if I'll ever be the man
Wonder if I'll ever face my fears
Without the need for luck
Cause everytime it's real
I'm always so low
Too scared to face these demons
I'm just tryna run, ghost
Always thinking, somewhere insecure loose
I just wish it never ever had to be this way
Cause everytime it's real
I'm always so low
Too scared to face these demons
I'm just tryna run, ghost
Always thinking, somewhere insecure loose
I just wish it never ever had to be this way



Credits
Writer(s): Nathan Sunday
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