Teacher's Pet (Inspired by "Chainsaw Man")

Here I am again
Demons in my head again
Taking pills and wondering, can I ever live with them
In my head again, forcing thoughts of you again
Taking pills and shuddering
Praying you stay, amen

I'll be the teacher's pet, I don't care
I'll take everything that I can get, you're aware
That I would be anything for you
So just call on me, call when you're lonely

You found me at my lowest, took me in and now I show up
Every day I'm fighting for it, just so you'd maybe notice
How it is I'm feeling, that you're all I'm seeing

I hang on the edge of every word, push past my limits to be heard
The way you make me feel absurd
Laying at your feet, a dog at the shrine of her

Here I am again, demons in my head again
Taking pills and wondering, can I ever live with them
In my head again, forcing thoughts of you again
Taking pills and shuddering, praying you stay, amen

I'll be the teacher's pet I don't care
I'll take everything that I can get, you're aware
That I would be anything for you
So just call on me, call when you're lonely
I'll be the teacher's pet, I don't care
I'll take everything that I can get, you're aware
That I would be anything for you
So just call on me, call when you're lonely

All I wanted was to be by your side
And now I'm haunted by your ghost in my mind
These memories of you, like little interviews
Keep telling me to do anything to get me through

So here I am again, living with these demons in my head
Why'd you have to go
Was it something that I said
I guess we'll never know

I'll be the teacher's pet, I don't care
I'll take everything that I can get, you're aware
That I would be anything for you
So just call on me, call when you're lonely

I'll be the teacher's pet, I don't care
I'll take everything that I can get, you're aware
That I would be anything for you
So just call on me, call when you're lonely