Let Myself Feel

Behind locked doors are painful memories
That I don't ever want to feel
They stole so much away from me
The heart of child just trying to breathe

I couldn't deal
So I locked it behind a door so I wouldn't feel
This shit's getting heavy to carry
I go to this hallway of doors to lock it away
But the door's cracked open
Now these emotions are spilling out onto the floor
I'm left standing in the wreckage of my memories

I can't deal
But these doors won't hold them back forever
I've been here a while
I have to let myself feel
Instead of living in denial

I couldn't deal
So I locked it behind a door so I wouldn't feel
This shit's getting heavy to carry
I go to this hallway of doors to lock it away
But the door's cracked open
Now these emotions are spilling out onto the floor
I'm left standing in the wreckage of my memories
I have to let myself feel



Credits
Writer(s): Scarlett Raine
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