Circles

Running in circles, no one around
I feel my heart beat, but it don't make a sound
Show me a sign that someone is there
Can't swallow my pride, when I choke on my flare

I don't understand, I'm so confused
Lord am I wrong? What did I do?
Someone come grab me before I get too
High on my horse and fall off it too

I need to come down, humble me now
I may not look lost but I am not found
Keep on runnin' when I hit the ground
Never give a moment to anyone else

Staying productive, that's my excuse
Keep my mind safe while holding the noose
Nobody helped, this life that I choose
Would I be happier drinkin' some booze?

'Cause I won't be happy with cars and the shoes
Not with a bed, not with a roof, over my head, what do I do
When everyone reachin' wants a favor or two?

Running in circles, no one around
I feel my heart beat, but it don't make a sound
Show me a sign that someone is near
Can't swallow my pride, when I choke on my fear

Maybe I'm selfish, maybe I'm scared
That if I die young no one'll be there
Who am I kidding? I know a few
But it's nobody if you ain't there too

Don't tell me I need therapy, don't need no one to carry me
Before you hear me ask for help, you're gonna fuckin' bury me
Oh you're gonna stare at me? Well one more time for clarity
Before you see me ask for help, you're gonna fucking bury me

Woah Jason you're scarin' me
That sure don't sound real fair to me
Tormented minds kinda come with it
When you are what they're all scared to be
Please carry me, I'm scared to breathe
With everyone watching my moves
As if all that I say and all that I do
Will affect them deeply somehow, it's crude

Try to ignore, close all the doors
Keep 'em all shut, no keeping score
I just wanna create with someone I love
But it's kinda hard when you cannot trust
Let no one in my mind or my bed
My mind is upset, don't mind the regret
Just wanna fix all that I've done
And make it all right before I am dead

Why am I never good enough?
I could work harder, it's never enough
I could read more, sleep more, dream more, team more
No matter my achievements, I'mma always need more

No wonder I'm not happy, no wonder I'm so down
No wonder I'm so lost inside my head when I slow down
Questions I should answer, but really I don't know
Would I rather be a legend or a Christian when I go?

That's something you're gonna have to answer
You can't keep running from it

Running in circles, no one around
I feel my heart beat, but it don't make a sound
Show me a sign that someone is near
Can't swallow my pride, when I choke on my fear

Someone reach out, I need a hand
Attached to a heart that can understand
But I am like no one, sad but it's true
Keep drowning my sorrows in my music and shoes
'Cause I'm

Running in circles
Running in circles
Running in circles
Running in circles
Woaahhhhhh
Woahhhhhh
Woahhhhhh
Woahhhhh
Woahhhhh