Being Mean (catharsis)

I'm sick of being mean for catharsis
I think I should just learn to stand my ground
Else you'll keep misinterpreting where my heart is
So I'll tell the truth this time round
I don't think you should have been so vocal
About not wanting to say that you loved me
But I don't think I should have held on so long
To someone who didn't feel part of me
I'm sick of being mean for catharsis
'Cause if it worked I wouldn't keep on coming back to this
I keep on having dreams that are stupid
And then I have more where I make excuses for myself
I'm tired of all these useless daydreams
I think I should just learn to picture something new
Oh but it's so damn hard to face what that means
When the only thing that pushed away my fear was you
I keep on having dreams that are stupid
And then I have more where I make excuses for myself
I don't think I want it 'cause I want it
I just think we could have done more before it went bad
I don't think I want it 'cause I want it
But sometimes I can't help but miss what I never had
I don't think you should have been so vocal
About not wanting to say that you loved me
But I don't think I should have held on so long
And I keep on having dreams that are stupid
And then I have more where I make excuses for myself
And I keep on having dreams that are just cruel
So now that I'm awake I'm gonna set a rule
For myself
I think I should just learn
To stand my ground



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Writer(s): Sacha Wood
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