I Hate U

Imma be real with ya
I hate everything that you do
That you didn't do
Yeah, yeah

Matter of fact, looking back
Boy I know we'd never have made it
Look at what you made me
Yeah, yeah

But I still go back to Chicago
Quarter to 12 and a little too honest
Rainy city keeps a secret, but not me away from you
Not a side thing, just a little subtweet

Wasn't even a shtick that I fell for
Wasn't even the drinks at the bar
Just a reflection of what we could have been
And what we are

I hate you
For the heartbreak we coulda had
I was fine
Til you looked at me and brought it back
Played it safe
Boy and look at what we coulda had
I hate you for that, I hate you for

All those times
That you knew what you were doing
Distance you
Put between us when he met me
Fuck the way
You let go of me so easily, so easily
Yeah boy I hate you

Tried to but I couldn't hide it
You always see right through my shit
No point in lying, I
Just match your energy a little too well
Talk shit, push back
We both know each other's tells

But what fucks me up the most
You ain't even wanna try, didn't wanna try
LA kept you busy enough, already got all that you want
Not a second thought, not even a one off

Wasn't even fear of unrequited
Wasn't even that timing was off
Just your decision to let it lie latent
Fuck off (Fuck off)

I hate you
For the heartbreak we coulda had
I was fine
Til you looked at me and brought it back
Played it safe
Boy and look at what we coulda had
I hate you for that, I hate you for

All those times
That you knew what you were doing
Distance you
Put between us when he met me
Fuck the way (Fuck the way)
You let go of me so easily, so easily
Yeah boy I hate you

Us, we never even started
Still