All the Wrong Things

I'm doing all the wrong things for all the wrong reasons
Under the excuse of the changing seasons
It's the time of year when I miss you the most
Tracing your footsteps over the pavements
It's hard not to see her as my replacement
I'd pale in comparison that much is sure

Remembering summer and endless long days
Stretched out into bedsheets til you went away
And left me with memories
I wish you had stayed
Now I'll reach out to find you but your pillow is cold
And autumn is here now
The leaves are all gold
But you're not here with me

So tell me it's fate
It's not meant to be
That won't make it hurt less
Darling you're killing me
Why can't we stay on the same path
Why isn't she me

Think of the time that you spun me around
The kitchen at midnight when the only sound
Was laughter and melodies
The sweetest I'd heard
So I'm sat here alone now on the same tiled floor
But the room doesn't light up the same anymore
Without your hand in mine

So tell me it's fate
It's not meant to be
That won't make it hurt less
Darling you're killing me
Why can't we stay on the same path
Why isn't she me

I know it's not fate
It wasn't meant to be
That doesn't make it hurt less
I hope you can see
That to me it was all real
You meant the world to me