I Never Mean

Saying things I never mean
Always seem to fein
In my head constantly
Nothing hurting more than apologies

In my head are fantasies
Where I'm finally happy
Such a sign of relief
Waking up to reality

Making me disbelieve
Any form of authority
Don't believe
I can see
Through your lie you're hurting me

Moving on in a hurry
Lines getting blurry
Swerving hope I hit something
Nothing in my head I'm nothing

Fucking up everything
Everything seems to bleed
Just trying to plant the seed
I'm not who I used to be

Feeling like I can't succeed
Too bad I can't lead
Nothing is guaranteed
My feelings just recede

Trying to move on but I'm stuck in this tragedy
Hopefully I can move from this past it's draining me

Totally I can reach a state of normality
This insanity has gone too far no one's helping me

Saying things I never mean
Always seem to fein
In my head constantly
Nothing hurting more than apologies

In my head are fantasies
Where I'm finally happy
Such a sign of relief
Waking up to reality

Making me disbelieve
Any form of authority
Don't believe
I can see
Through your lie you're hurting me

Moving on in a hurry
Lines getting blurry
Swerving hope I hit something
Nothing in my head I'm nothing



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Simmons
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