Reasons

The more I think about it, the more it seems to matter
Because you left a scar on my soul I can't take off
Even if you try to change it, nothing will make it better
You know why you did the things you did to take off

The more I think about you, the more I dream about you
Because you're tatted to my mind, like all those nights
No matter what I do, I keep remind myself of you
I know I shouldn't do it, but that's what I do all the time

I wish you could see the things I see
I wish you could hear the things I hear
But it doesn't matter if I'm here
It's been a few days, but it feels like a year

Let me tell you all the reasons I'm here
It felt right but it's just me
I wish I had a chance to be
What you always needed me to be

You seemed to be the one for me
I thought you would actually see
I always felt I was what you need
But it turns out this is not for me

Spending my days and nights
Thinking 'bout all those times
When I thought I'd never cry
But it was all just a lie
Who would've thought my only crime
Is that I spend so much time in my mind

I always spent so much time, but I wasted resources
And now I feel like I got no other place to go because

I wish you could see the things I see
I wish you could hear the things I hear
But it doesn't matter now you're gone
It's been a few days, but it feels so long

Let me tell you all the reasons I'm here
It felt right but it's just me
I wish I had a chance to be
What you always needed me to be

You seemed to be the one for me
I thought you would actually see
I always felt I was what you need
But it turns out this is not for me