depressive psychosis
I been talking to myself
I been fucking up my health
Living day by day in hell
Killing brain cells taking pills
Taking drugs and smoking blunts
I do too much I feel no love
As I look up I don't feel nothing
I'm way too numb my life is done
Soon I'll be dead runs through my mother fucking head
These tears I shed as I lay in bed
All of these meds give me more fucking dread
Life is a test I've failed I fucking guess
I just can't stand to be a man
No I won't land on my feet again
I had a chance but I had no plan
Now I'm in a trance off a couple a Xans
To end my life would be sublime
Because my mind's killing me inside
Delusions try to make me mother fucking cry
Thoughts amplified when I am high
I been talking to myself
I been fucking up my health
Living day by day in hell
Killing brain cells taking pills
Everyday my mind refrains
From fucking change stuck in my ways
I do the same thing day by day
'Cause I'm insane I've lost my brain
I'm not alone these voices don't
Leave me they hold on tightly so
I can't breath no they won't fucking let go
I've lost my hope so I smoke dope
On that codeine promethazine
'Cause I'm a fiend a damn junkie
That cannot see beyond my needs
I need to be smoking my weed
Or I will loose my fucking cool
Just like a fool my life is screwed
I speak the truth what can I do
I'm sniffing glue my times past due
I been talking to myself
I been fucking up my health
Living day by day in hell
Killing brain cells taking pills
I been fucking up my health
Living day by day in hell
Killing brain cells taking pills
Taking drugs and smoking blunts
I do too much I feel no love
As I look up I don't feel nothing
I'm way too numb my life is done
Soon I'll be dead runs through my mother fucking head
These tears I shed as I lay in bed
All of these meds give me more fucking dread
Life is a test I've failed I fucking guess
I just can't stand to be a man
No I won't land on my feet again
I had a chance but I had no plan
Now I'm in a trance off a couple a Xans
To end my life would be sublime
Because my mind's killing me inside
Delusions try to make me mother fucking cry
Thoughts amplified when I am high
I been talking to myself
I been fucking up my health
Living day by day in hell
Killing brain cells taking pills
Everyday my mind refrains
From fucking change stuck in my ways
I do the same thing day by day
'Cause I'm insane I've lost my brain
I'm not alone these voices don't
Leave me they hold on tightly so
I can't breath no they won't fucking let go
I've lost my hope so I smoke dope
On that codeine promethazine
'Cause I'm a fiend a damn junkie
That cannot see beyond my needs
I need to be smoking my weed
Or I will loose my fucking cool
Just like a fool my life is screwed
I speak the truth what can I do
I'm sniffing glue my times past due
I been talking to myself
I been fucking up my health
Living day by day in hell
Killing brain cells taking pills
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Writer(s): Connor Rivard
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