A MILLION LIVES

It's what it had to be
Feelings charged I'm sorta like a battery
I'm trying to bring a change to give triple my family's salary
A life beyond my means
I've dreamed of that reality
Conflictions interfere could I really say this how it had to be
These days are long and even longer nights
Conversations with myself about is this wrong or right
Is there a price I wouldn't pay
Or am I blinded by this sight?
Is what I'm longing for honestly worth this hefty price?

Am I guided by this compass or pulled by hungers eyes?
Am I confusing my family's needs with my own desire?
Am I trying to build new wealth or market new empires?
could I give up everything I earned and continue like its fine?
I have to ask myself Is money truly worth my time?
Is there a point I have to reach before I draw the line
Or do I trust myself enough to know that we'll be fine
Can I faithfully look in the mirror and know its all in due time

You get what you give
I've given 205
All I ever wanted was to change our lives
Don't wanna become someone I hate to prove its not a lie
But if its something that needs to be done then I'd do it over a hundred times
Thats where the conflictions lies
Am I doing what needs to be done
Or proving this is who I've been the entire time?
Is this role I picked
Are these the roads I skipped
This not Kansas we can't make it back because our heels are clicked
Here I dug a ditch
But they stomachs full
My family's paid
Never rainy days
So ill lay in that b****

I'd stand on a million lives
To save my five
To save my five
I'd let the city burn if it was meant to keep you warm
I'd call the sky to bring you a rainbow after the storm
(after the storm)
I'd stand on a million lives
(a million lives)
To save my five
To save my five
(to save my five)
I'd stand on a million lives
To save my five
To save my five



Credits
Writer(s): Damian Loa
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