Senseless

I want you to know
That it's been plenty of times I've been down this road
So I can't condone
Taking directions when I've lost perception of my control
A different route I wouldn't mind but I'm runnin' out of time
To decide where I really wanna go
So I try to take a right while I'm left feeling blind
To my senses, feeling Senseless

How could I forget this?
All of the instances, where I thought recklessly
Devil gets the best of me
Drown in negativity
So relentless, so let me check in
I cannot continue poppin' these antidepressants
My next fix cannot have me stressin'
Dopamine, yeah, she became my best friend
It's time to learn a lesson
Hopefully sooner than when I need an intervention
So I count them blessings
Cuz you gon' waste your time counting all the seconds
And really I was losin' my mind from all the wreckage
Constant, brain was like a mosh pit, awe shit
(Awe shit, yea-ea-eah)

I want you to know
That it's been plenty of times I've been down this road
So I can't condone
Taking directions when I've lost perception of my control
A different route I wouldn't mind but I'm runnin' out of time
To decide where I really wanna go
So I try to take a right while I'm left feeling blind
To my senses, feeling Senseless

And I regret this
But I cannot turn around, if I do might go down, hope you get this
Possibly perplexing
How I operate it's like I can't cooperate
When I'm left in this state
Of feeling out of place
And all I want is to identify
Why the truth sometimes feel like a damn lie
And maybe it ain't for me to question
But yet I feel destined to try

I want you to know
That it's been plenty of times I've been down this road
So I can't condone
Taking directions when I've lost perception of my control
A different route I wouldn't mind but I'm runnin' out of time
To decide where I really wanna go
So I try to take a right while I'm left feeling blind
To my senses, feeling Senseless