Mama I'm Not Okay

Shy and broken
With no strings attached
Sometimes too focused
On things that feel right
Questioned it all
Whether I imagined all that
I don't trust myself
Maybe you could change that

Mama I'm not ok
I thought about ending things today
I needed your help
When you needed it yourself
So I cannot blame
Cause I wasn't there myself
Mama I'm not ok
Please understand

My best guess
Was to doubt and repress
Not value yours
But envy their wars
Wanting to go home
Lying in your own bed
That's what it feels like
To not be ok

Mama I'm not ok
I thought about ending things today
I needed your help
When you needed it yourself
So I cannot blame
Cause I wasn't there myself
Mama I'm not ok
Please understand

Maybe, agreed hallucination is reality

Mama I'm not ok
I thought about ending things today
I needed your help
When you needed it yourself
So I cannot blame
Cause I wasn't there myself
Mama I'm not ok
Please understand



Credits
Writer(s): Katarzyna Pilch
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