Stressed

Anxiety a motherfucker
Quietly that's something that I suffer under
And thats something that i've spoke about for 5 years
I be judging myself, evoked around my peers
I understand why Jonah Hill is done promoting films
They can't stop talking bout his build instead of what he built
People get invasive, like they entitled to what is private
I will get abrasive, don't try it
I'm trying live this life, what is mine isn't yours
I despise when I find fucking rumors are discourse
I don't care if you aware of who I'm dating
But people sharing shit behind my back is frustrating
I'm a grown ass man, don't give a fuck bout an age gap
Why you give a damn? I struggle trying gauge that
Everybody talks, i'm not oblivious
But your thoughts of her could be insidious
I'm just venting, all my life i've been second guessing
Trauma got me defensive, threatened, stressing
You get the fucking gist, takes a hell of a lot to trust
I don't want any conflict, dragging me through mud
I'm not kidding around with adult consequences
I am quick to recount when I have gone totally reckless
These days i'm more attentive to your attention
I'm gonna be protective, I don't know your intention

I know what its like to be stressed
When the whole world has got you pressed
So much on your mind and on your chest
You struggle just to comprehend

Stressed out, i'm just trying put my best out
But when I try, it seems to turn into a letdown
I get mad at myself, then the regret piles
Till i'm in a dark place, thoughts of exile
Resort to bad habits, to cope with the stress
But It doesn't make it better, starts it over again
Now i'm back to square one, picked up smoking again
Cause I got a broken heart, burn a hole in my chest
Would you give me yours? I could use a donor
Most of my life, i have felt like a loner
When In a room full of people, I feel out of order
Cause i'm so self conscious, do they think that i'm awkward?
I'm so used to being ridiculed
And being treated like I'm minuscule
But the lack of confidence makes my situation worse
If I want the respect, gotta demonstrate my worth
But I am traumatized, yeah
I have a tendency to dramatize
Even if its small, I will still magnify
I am not proud of the way I antagonize
Yeah its pathetic, i'm compulsively obsessive
Its hard for me to chill, everything is so unsettling
Always overthinking, yeah my thoughts are so excessive
I just need to let it go, I swear i'm always stressing

I know what its like to be stressed
When the whole world has got you pressed
So much on your mind and on your chest
You struggle just to comprehend
I know what its like to be stressed
When the whole world has got you pressed
So much on your mind and on your chest
You struggle just to comprehend

I feel stressed, I feel stressed out
Out
I feel stressed, I feel stressed out
Out