Zero

Over the top of the city
On ground we walk above the haze
Pillars of light chasing away feeling
No sleep, amphetamines, days lived in a daze
Daze, daze, daze, daze

Beast in me, hard hitter
Beat me, make me thinner
Beat me, no integrity
Fuck me, hate me

I cry in the doorway
But make sure to be quiet
I'm so sick of hating myself
Can't I get a grasp?
Halls of littered bottles
I will drink until I'm dead
We do so much to hurt ourselves
And choose to not notice

She's always in trouble
Does she like to be hurt?
They tell me I'm dramatic
Or they tell me that I'm too pure
Stupid bitch, crazy bitch
Moments filled with excitement
And moments filled with dull silence
And mania and violence

Numbers in voices
Of past lovers in my head
Telling me to control myself
I'm disgusting, almost dead
People I once looked up to
Abusers are past heroes
I'll damage myself some more
Won't stop until I'm zero

Until I'm zero, zero, zero, zero
Until I'm zero, zero, zero, zero
Until I'm zero, zero, zero, zero
Until I'm zero, zero, zero, zero



Credits
Writer(s): Aster Nema, Lena Machina, Matthew Boman, Nathan Landolt
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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