Fallen

I'm falling
I wish you would just let me go
And I can't help it
Just wanna be left alone
I'm falling
I wish you would just let me go
I can't help it
Just wanna be (just wanna be, just-)
R-A-V! (Let's go)

So let me fall, then (yeah!)
Summer's gone, it feels hella foreign
You go from resenting often
To presenting awful reasons for your septic comments
Then, when I fail to accept your optics
You weaponize feelings in a messed up cobweb
Hijacking narratives, amended the lock books
Your tactics at best are awkward

(Maybe we could let this slide)
Adverse, pure pesticide
My therapist can tеstify
That some fears best left inside
'Til they festered, and I erased my sense of pride
I sequestered
And developed an abscess (uh)
Took on your role and accepted your practice (what)
Now all I seem to do is judge myself in your absence (I do!)
Swimming in circles with my head facing backwards

Drown and drown, I'm breathing out
You never thought of calming down, to hear me out
But I'm gone alone right now, here right now
And despite us falling out, you're reaching out
Demanding your attention still, relentless spiel
Bending my will with vengeful scripts, dispensed in shrills
You push so hard I tend to yield, expressing guilt
Take the fall and claim "My fault", and never heal
But

Fuck you and fuck all that!
Yo, I'm talking my worth back
I'm taking myself beyond your grasp
Outside your spiteful ways and gaslighting ass, going
Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!
Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!
Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!
Fuck you and fuck all that

Yo, I'm putting my foot down (word)
I will learn to love myself now (uh)
You're entitled to your own truth
I'm entitled to think you're foul (yeah)
I'm allowed to wearing a smile
I won't let you push poison in my ears
Toying with my fears, choice is clear and profound
I don't need you around, ayy

R-A-V