Not Official

I blocked her ass on everything but not her number
If shorty hit me up you know I'll never dub her
I never really told her but I really loved her
Another hits me up I don't think I can love her (no)
I never thought I would move on
And everybody tell me life gotta go on
I need a way to cope so I just make these songs
I'd never send it to u I just hope u hear em
I just hope u hear em
All those dude that u fucking wit you know I clear em
I ain't scared of them lil niggas you know I don't fear em
I just hate the feeling
That u really feel em
It just got me feeling
Is there a point to find love
I'm feeling like I'll never be enough
What u mean u got nothing to say
Just know as the boy who got away

You understand by dropping me you lost the best?
Wit me you really peaked without me you a mess
They say I'm way too petty yes yes I am
I let you meet my fam
Meet my fucking fam damn
But I guess in this day and age
Only way to be with someone is to be toxic
Yall done fucking lost it
Please just fucking stop it
No you telling all these people that we wasn't official
Guess we not official
All those fucking dates guess we wasn't official
Remember what u said
Escape from my depression
Guess we want official
Aye shawty
Aye shawty what u want then
What u want then
Aye shawty what u want then
Ugh

I feel good
You feel good?
Yeah
I feel
I feel
Ahaha wait
Ahahaha oh my god
I'm not even
Wait am I?
Cap cap cap
I can't stop smiling