talking to my tree

everyday i woke up in pain
i don't know what to do or how to get rid of this feeling
it's not like i have to, but i'm used to it
there is so many people around me. yet i feel alone.
i feel alone so much that my bones are crushing
my heart hurts,my eyes hurt,my back hurts and i'm in pain
both mentally and physically
i can't take it anymore. i want to end things.
it's not like i want to suicide.
but i want to get rid of myself. and all this feelings.
every day i woke up. it's another day in hell for me.
becouse of me. i am the problem. my brain is the problem.
i make music. i write
i take all this darkness out of myself in some kind of art.
but yet. im so full.
i smoke. i drink. i eat. i puke. i sleep. i
i am in pain. and nobody is able to help me.
because i am the problem.
i. am. the problem.



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Writer(s): Mathias Nemo Anima
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