Out Loud Thinking

When they treat you like the strongest, it make you the weakest
The one that always gon' come through when anybody need it
I get my pride so big that if I need it, I keep it a secret
So if I ever ask for help, that mean I really need it

Sometimes I wanna hear I love you 'cause I really need it
And if I ever said I love you, then I really mean it
Used to think that love was blind until I actually seen it
To cut you off, don't need no scissors, nah, just need a reason

Million dollar vision, they won't see it how you see it
I'm careful with my heart 'cause they won't treat it how I treat it
Drop one ho and got ten more 'cause, ayy, that shit was easy
But I kept doubling back 'cause they don't eat it how you eat it

And I ain't asking folk for nothing, just believe in me
'Cause what I'm bringing to the table, man, we all could eat
But they don't even understand how much it mean to me
They ass don't even know this shit ain't just a dream to me

My life a movie, it's a lot of shit behind the scenes
Fuck the social sites, it's too much capping on them things
Lately, I've been to myself, now I don't wanna link
My eyes up on the prize right now, that I don't wanna blink

Had too many bitches in my circle, it ain't fit right
Them hoes all suck, but I try to see it from the flip side
Made 'em stand on what they did 'cause it ain't sit right
I could've did them bitches wrong, but shit, I did right

I ain't fucked up 'bout no nigga, but a nigga got me fucked up
He thinkin' he a player, boy, your sorry ass in trouble
Livin' single and I'm happy, I ain't tryna be a couple
Tryna triple all my income now, I gotta do some doubles, man

Money come and go so fast, I blow it like a bubble
And these bitches counterfeit, they ain't a hundred, I can't trust 'em
I be gettin' it to 'em raw, that's why I'm quick, I fuck 'em
Ayy, money make me come and I be quick to get some money

They askin' why I ain't gave up, I got a hundred reasons
It's 2020 but you gotta keep that tunnel vision
Bitches two-faced, had me thinkin' I had double vision
And I can't make you be a hundred, love, that's your decision