Selfless to Selfish (feat. Trevor Winn)

Dam, I'm feeling so selfish
Dam, I use to be so selfless
That's what happens when you're stabbed in the back
Claiming you're a real one, but who the fuck does that
I ran an extra mile in my shoes
Got missed use now, I'm looking like a fucking fool
I'm selfish, selfish, selfish
I only give a damn about myself
Causing so many tears and heartbreaks
Loved ones pray for me for God's sake
Shits useless to me because I'm stone cold
Leave me the fuck alone, I'm sailing on my own boat
Rather be alone with my fur coat
Dusting off this dirt from this dirt road
I used to give so much of myself
Today a turning point and I know my wealth
I'm usually not the type to drop names
Anger fuel the flames, you know that I got hate
We both didn't know what we flew into
Me against you is like a Kamikaze coming through
CALEB you better pay your debts or pay your dues
Either way, the universe is coming after you
People probably think I'm an asshole
I'm trying to better myself, cause I have goals
I can not be stuck in the same position
Trying to get people to listen and change
Cause we all know change, comes from within
They haven't even reached the fucking stage
But I'm selfish for the right reasons
I'm bettering myself, Protecting my feelings
Everything in life, I'm quite pleased with
My future is getting better, I can see it

I've been taken advantage of and taken for granted
Within I've been damaged, but on me none of its branded
How the hell did I manage? They had me fucking bandaged
Some examples to examine, blood sucking and rancid
You won't sit pretty, when I'm out here on my feet
So bitch tough titty, the nitty gritty ain't sweet
The situation was sticky, the only good was the grief
But you aren't breaking me mentally, not over a beef
If we meant to reconcile, then we will like me and Rodney
But it can't be worthwhile, if you always saying sorry
Motherfucker your vile, your the death of the party
Made me question every smile, every word from everybody
I suppose that the best of you got the best of me
The stress in my chest, why you press my energy?
How were you content with your lies and the treachery?
Thoughts of mine represented on a melody
I think about how you stabbed me in the back twice
Eliciting doubt, everytime somebody act nice
I tried to help you reroute, I tried to give advice
But now you disavowed, not around in my life
Some money was sent, when you were down, so pitiful
You should've paid me back but you went ghost, invincible
So fuck you Ben, you a fucking criminal
Stealing from your friend, I ain't coming subliminal
But I'm coming with the rage, I'm mad I took your word
I'm mad I was betrayed, all I got was more hurt
I'm not finished with the blade, I got some more dirt
Throwing all types of shade, every word is what you heard
Why did you have to go, and skirt on the excursion
One thing that I know, that I'm certain is certain
I was selfless, I tried to be a a better person
But like the ice cream machine at mcdonald's shit wasn't working