Halo

Every morning, I feel dizzy
Every evening, I feel fear
As I'm walking in my bedroom
I am scared of the voices in my head
They wanna see the end of me
Who I see in the mirror isn't me anymore

It's like my whole life's gonna end
But I know this is just in my head
My brain is what's killing me
I can see my demons, I let them in

Everything starts to fade around me
I'm sure I've lost my fucking mind
Will somebody help me out?
Or should I just accept the fact that
I might die this time?

Hours roll by but I'm stuck in time
There's a constant pain in my goddamn chest
The feeling of death becomes normal
With my closed eyes, I say I'm a wreck

I think I am dead and lost my halo
You try to get me back but you're not my saviour
I think I am dead and lost my halo
You try to get me back but you're not my saviour

Another morning, I wanna try
Every evening, I might die
Why am I my own enemy?
Are you scared of losing me?
My heart is beating
And I don't mind
I can win this fucking fight
I have to hide it every day

I think I am dead and lost my halo
You try to get me back but you're not my saviour
I think I am dead and lost my halo
You try to get me back but you're not my saviour
I think I am dead and lost my halo
You try to get me back but you're not my saviour
I think I am dead and lost my halo
You try to get me back but you're not my saviour

After all the pain that I've been through
There's the light that's worth fighting for
I won't become a martyr for the insanity
Never ending suffering is not my destiny
Please, help me 'cause I'm at death's door
Help me overcome my hell

The room gets darker and darker while I'm moving closer to the light
I'm choking on air, all I can think of is what the fuck will I leave behind
The room gets darker and darker while I'm moving closer to the light
I'm choking on air, all I can think of is what the fuck will I leave behind

I think I am dead and lost my halo
You try to get me back but you're not my saviour
I think I am dead and lost my halo
You try to get me back but you're not my saviour



Credits
Writer(s): Béla Bierkenstock
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