W A I T

She said to wait for you decide Billy
She said it's deeper than your eyes Billy
She said to think before you speak
Let's talk it out before you leave
But I had nothing else to say
I want this music more than you
So listen girl you have to wait
I know it's hard for you
And girl it's hard for me
Cause you don't understand
The psyche of a man
I mean the things that I think of
Just cut you out the plans
They say you slow me down
And that you not a fan
I had this crap figured out
But then it hit the fan
And now this crafts all I got
Because I'm stuck in my room
I'm tryna find my way out
Because I've lost me again
I'm tired of feeling this pain and tryna hold it all in
Thought it'd fail from the start
So why'd I try it again
How'd we go from being one to never talking again
How'd I go from loving you
To spilling hate with this pen
Relationships they just end

So when it comes to me
Girl you best believe
That you the best I've ever had
So why'd I let you leave
How'd I come to grow this heartless
Was it make believe
I said your name in this song
Before I cut it out
Cause I don't want people knowing this girl I talk about
I mean these feelings I'm feeling they just keep spilling out
I mean the pain is the realest that's all I'm feeling now
That's why the pen is the realest on things I talk about
And if you tell me do it differently
Just shut your mouth
Because I know how I feel
And your thoughts ain't allowed
My thoughts are loud on they own
And that's what's talking now
Okay I know you know my name but you should keep it out your mouth
Cause I don't do this for you and I don't need you around
All I need is the music
And I finally my sound
I gotta finish what I start
That's why I focus on my art
I gotta focus on myself not what you talk about
They say they wanna be close, but they not around
That's why I'm staying closed
Off from you people you only pull me down
I offered you equal but then you let me down
I gave you the Oceans but then you let me drown
Now I'm feeling so hopeless with all these "friends" around
I put some quotes on that word
I ain't supposed to feel lonely if I have friends around
Feel like it's me and my producer
And you have to be intelligent
To understand my sound
Cause I refuse to water down these lyrics just to make you proud
Refuse to fall in love
That's why you not around
But you got part of me still
Honestly you can have it
Cause I gotta rebuild
I gotta regain my focus
I gotta regain that skill
I have to limit fake people
And gotta to maximize real
Man I'm done with fabricating
Tired of taking those pills
It's time to say what I think
And not care how you feel
Yeah you wished I would wait
But I wished you away

Yeah you wished I would wait
But I wished you away
Yeah I wished you away
Yeah you wished I would wait
I really wished I could wait
I really wish I could wait for you
I really wished I could wait
I really wish I could wait for you
But I wished you away from me
I wished you away
I wished you away from me
I wished you away from me
I wished you away