Things Change

I've beat myself up and
I've beat myself down
And if I'm really being honest
I can't afford to be alone anymore
This room is small and
My heart is sore

I've curled up in a ball and
Wished a million times I was dead
Cursed and swore and so much more
For this pain and I think
It needs to be said
I ain't having fun and
This ain't easy

The monster says all things will change
The one that lives inside my brain
He don't make deals
He lives to take
The monsters real
He is not fake

Right now I'm living in my socks
My socks are living in my shoes
It wasn't always easy
But it never seemed to be this hard
At least not from what I remember

I try to be the man I think
I once wished I could be
But I never end up feeling like
I can accomplish anything it seems
And in my heart of hearts
It's so frustrating

The monster says all things will change
Although I find it to be strange
When the feeling comes around
It nails my feet down to the ground



Credits
Writer(s): Robert Tucker
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