Red Abandon

Did it have to be this way?
Why did you have to go?
A violent form of closure
The pyre burns with grace, a light that casts no shadow

Can't you hear them mourning?
Lost without
Your company
But I still hear the last words you said
They echo through the halls
Of my mind you've painted red

It feels like I've been here before
And I know you feel it too
Yeah you've got the same sickness I do
And the rain from then still falls
Like needles in my head
Piercing through the silence you created

Now there's no dry eye in sight
Just cast us aside
Is there no room for goodbyes
Those memories now washed in dirt
Is that all we get
A cold regret
Those walls you've painted red

And it feels like I've been here before
And I know you feel it too
Yeah you've got the same sickness I do
And the rain from then still falls
Like needles in my head
Piercing through the silence you-

The walls they glow with words untold
My feet are sinking through the floor
This world is cold
But I guess that's why you left

I know you feel it too
The rains of ash form grails beneath you

Now the vines have overgrown
A tacit suffering from the bellowed soul
The time has come to rest
The lens is tainted red
A perspective from the dead

Oh what's the point to all of this?
All roads point to an eternal bliss
But I know my time's not done
I'll find my reason to keep going on

But it hurts
Hurts
And abandon's never felt so clear
But I'd still do anything to bring you back here