Intro / Love Letter To a Doubter

Sometimes I feel alone
Some days are long and hard
But when I look out into the world
I am struck by the impossible beauty of it all
Those billions of magnificent accidents that led us to where we are today
That led us to paper planes and nautilus shells and the tiny crooked smiles of children
When I think about all the small perfections of the world
I have faith that my time will come
I have faith that some day
A warm light will flood over me
And I will find peace
Peace

Ay talk done leave me alone
I guess no bitches really want to call my phone
And then you talk down
I feel powerless
And then I get round back to calling you
Ay dont leave me at the ringtone
Why dont you call on up my old phone?
An artistic vision of what it means to be living
Then I catch you living ripping I ripen the written
Ay talk down and call back
Ay bitch why dont you call me back?
I produce the beats that go hard
And come back I go hard
And come back I go far
And these bitches get off of my dick now
I guess time to run a rack and this now
Sleep is just death being a bitch now
I guess time to catch time and catch rhymes
And live my life in the old times
Ay pass me the aux cord
I get tired of ranting to all you
Ay dont talk back dont talk back to me and call back
And go back and call back and ghost that
I got to get these bitches back into mortgage debt
I guess I'm covered and back them to catch the feds and get my bread and come back
And these bitches living in my head like a fucking just like a parasite
I guess time to get you all indited I guess bitch you are not invited
And then I will talk back to my old ways the old crowd will come back and they all say
Oh shit is that Kaden Bunn? the other artist that really dont have fun you know
He just make the depressed shit and then he goes back to his cycle and lives again
Ay but I'm stuck in a cycle I'm tired of being the toxic one that can't be indited you
I'm fucking sick of it I'm fucking tired of all these written ripens
So I sit the mic I feel enlightened that I can't be the best in the game
I got to take my time and make these rhymes and then come back and make the money For a different time
And then y'all come back
Don't play my songs dont give me streams and then I just want to have to scream at the Mic
Yo fuck this
And fuck you for fucking me over
Fuck put my time in I'm not average

I'm starting to feel like the only way I can escape my issues
Is by distracting myself with other things
It seems like the real problem was always you
And never me
But I really I think I was underprepared for what life was meant to be
Because I think I was probably to sheltered when I was just a boy
And that led to problems that arise in my current life
You see I always worked my ass off to get to where I got
But I never faced any adversity to the problems you see
I guess
My life now has gone through some changes
I'm a changing person but now the person that they once know isn't the same person They loved
Because it's a different me and it's a different you
And it's a different life
Then what it used to be
And now my music is the only way that I got my feelings out
And then you were the only thing
That ever kept me in doubt
You always held me down
You always kept me down
And you always felt like you were the best of me
But you'll never get the best of me
And you'll see that someday
When I'm up on billboards and up on TV screens you going to see
I was the one that was right