Standing in the Rain

What is fake love
Said you'd love me forever and never break up
What we both put together
It's something great, huh
Then tell me why we ain't better
It's like we're made up
No, I can't take it anymore, I wanna wake up
Said I love you, but sever it for the sake of
My own selfish endeavorments, Trynna face love
But I'm scared of reality, so stay tucked
Run
What a coward I am
Love was never easy
I never planned it, deceive me
I take for granted of everything
That's what making me see
When the people who need me stop needing me
It's a masterpiece I'm painting with my worst mistakes
Regretful of the tragedy, I did it to myself
Take everything that I want, and then put it back on the shelf
Say that I don't need it or need you or nothin' else
I don't need nobody's help
Let me die alone, yeah

Standin' in the rain alone
Let the water soak up in my soul
I'ma cry until it overflows
I know you won't come back
But it's probably for the best, though
You don't love me anymore, I know
So, I'm gonna try and let you go
I know you won't come back

Look, what is real love
I don't think that I'm worthy of what you call trust
See, I struggle with loving me
Self-hate stuff
It's a rut that I'm stuck in, and it's a deep one
Sorry if I come across ugly, but it's so dumb
That these demons and angels all seem the same
Plus, I don't even know where they came
Was it below or above
It's kinda stoking the hate
I keep for no one but myself
What a disappointment
Can't do nothin' right
Don't tell me that it's alright
You don't love me
So don't you tell me you do, because that's a lie
What a horrible state of mind
I don't know how I'm alive
My life is nothin' but time that I'm losing
I think that I'm gonna lose it
Why isn't anything lucid
My world is full of confusion
My thoughts are causing pollution
Inside my brain, I need Cupid
To come help me understand
But sorry if I don't accept your hand, yeah

Standin' in the rain alone
Let the water soak up in my soul
I'ma cry until it overflows
I know you won't come back
But it's probably for the best, though
You don't love me anymore, I know
So, I'm gonna try and let you go
I know you won't come back
Standin' in the rain alone
Let the water soak up in my soul
I'ma cry until it overflows
I know you won't come back
But it's probably for the best, though
You don't love me anymore, I know
So, I'm gonna try and let you go
I know you won't come back



Credits
Writer(s): Khalil Reece
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