Before I Go

Razor wire, my skins desire
Cut me wide, let the blood depart
They stitch me up, those stupid fucks
With their crooked little fingers
Guess I'll tie a knot
To hang me up, and cover up
All the things that you've been hiding
Know that you fucked up
As I called your name, what a shame, unreliable
The creases in the note I wrote

This green jumpsuit that I had to wear
Result of what you put me through
All the white pills that they make me take
Won't help me shake this heartbreak
But I swear to you, that I tried my best
I pray to God that I'll be laid to rest
Before this shroud comes back and looms on me
I hope that you can find your peace before I go

Before I go
Before I go
Before I go

I'm just a fool for you
I let you take advantage of my cold dead heart
All you did was wrong your rights
Said "I love you"
Hurts to know you lied
The alcohol that you tried to hide
Threw away whatever trust that I had left inside
I was wrong back then, I've grown up since
But parts of me were broken and you still fell through

This green jumpsuit that I had to wear
Result of what you put me through
All the white pills that they make me take
Won't help me shake this heartbreak
But I swear to you, that I tried my best
I pray to God that I'll be laid to rest
Before this shroud comes back and looms on me
I hope to god that you can find your peace before I go

Before I go
Before I go
Before I go
Before I go
High

This green jumpsuit that I had to wear
Result of what you put me through
All the white pills that they make me take
Won't help me shake this heartbreak
But I swear to you, that I tried my best
I pray to God that I'll be laid to rest
Before this shroud comes back and looms on me
I hope to god that you can find your peace before I go

I told you that I would take the blame
I hope that you can reattain
All the love that made us go insane

When we were kids and I would hold you tight
It's always you that's on my mind
I hope you know you saved my life

And the green jumpsuit that I had to wear
Has faded and been torn apart by the rats that came to eat my brain
That's rotting in my cold dead corpse
And those white pills that they made me take
They never shook my heartbreak
And I don't think I can figure this out
I know my heart has been full of doubt
It's time to go