Young Lil Man

Got a story for y'all
Yo

Let me tell you all a story 'bout a young lil man
That tried to reach the top with a scribble of a pen
He planned to live his best life by the time he's 40
So best believe that getting sleep wasn't an option for him
Stayin' on the grind in a difficult time
Broken house mother cryin' and he tryna find
A better way to live cause he no longer can give
Up on himself with every time with music he relieved hey
Another day, he tryna find a way
To get the money when it's coming smile is in his face
Events halls is the only option cause the tips
He found that out the hard way blood came out in drips
And every time he got into a tackle with those drips
Took a couple puffs and he turned them into trips but
A little problem started growing when day goes by he said
I'm too exhausted for this shitty job fuck that

All I see is grey and I'm tired of this game
I ain't down for no more playin' and I feel away

And when a problem starts to grow up, the consequences show up
When he tryna sleep dreamin' deep 'bout the blow up
But in the meantime all he did was wasting time
Practicing his freestyle tryna pin a rhyme
Nothing wrong with that, he just forgot the fact
That working was more promising than play around and act
Like you got all the money of this world in your jeans
But reality just struck him know exactly what it means
Motivation lackin' pack after a pack and
Thinking in his mind why these cigarettes attracting
Maybe another day, he'll find a different way
To fix some of his problems with amount that he can pay but
Till that day will come he said I won't be dumb
Cause he know he gotta prove himself because of where he from
All the time he grabs the wheel sayin' fuck it let it spin
All he tryna do is win but don't know where to begin

All I see is grey and I'm tired of this game
I ain't down for no more playin' and I feel away

Searching for the penny, now he lost his granny
Wasn't so attached but he clearly felt the impact
Ran into his friends house trying to escape
But immediately forgets that he cannot run from his past
So his friend told him "Man I know some hoes"
Saturday or Friday thought about it then he chose
OK you want in Friday then we'll pull up on them bitches
But homie when you talk to them don't freeze or hit your switches
So they're heading for the town, anxiety went down
Smokin' blunts and laughing bettin' who gon' get the crown
Finally forgot about the drama like he wanted
But he knew in couple hours he'll be so low he'll be fallin'
2 AM arrive, parking up the drive
Talking to them bitches that shit made him feel alive
Eventually his friend froze and he got the crown
Couple hours went by and again he felt the down

All I see is grey and I'm tired of this game
I ain't down for no more playin' and I feel away

Yo
Sometimes I don't know where I'm at
And I don't wanna lose my tact
So I'm reaching to you cause if I'll get a react
Then I'll have a reason to be listening
I can't be living in this world another day with daily superstition
I ain't tryna have I feature that I'm missing
If you wanna ask me now about my life I'll probably say that I'm forgiving
All the bitches, that sabotaged my riches
And proudly say that I'm a better man after scratching all these itches