Acceptance

There's a reason I won't look at you in the eye
'Cause the promise I made for you with a sigh
The cowardice I feel becoming more real

This isn't who I am I'm so over this
But everytime I see hear or smell something
That would recreate the feel and experience of you

I caught of guard vulnerable
Like the nightmare that make me freeze at all
It stings squeezing everything out of my heart

Hence I empathize whilst I can
Where the memories goes stall and diluted
Until I find another you and let my dreams go
So this is goodbye

I already give everything that I've got
I've been pushing myself until I can't hold it no more
Sometimes life doesn't turn out like the way you expected

I've tried so hard
I went too far
But it seems like it's never enough

I caught of guard vulnerable
Like the nightmare that make me freeze at all
It stings squeezing everything out of my heart

Hence I empathize whilst I can
Where the memories goes stall and diluted
Until I find another you and let my dreams go
So this is goodbye

I already give everything that I've got
I've been pushing myself until I can't hold it no more
Sometimes life doesn't turn out like the way you expected

I've tried so hard
I went too far
But it seems like it's never enough

So how far do I have to go?
So how long do I have to wait?
This weight of the world feel so heavy
Sometimes life doesn't turn out like the way you expected

I've tried so hard
I went too far
But it seems like it's never enough